“ To isme dar kaisa. Koi roktok thodi hai wahan. Koi bhi jiske man me shraddha ho wahan ja sakta hai. Sewak ram ji to tere bagal me hi rahte hain. Unhon ne kabhi ashram dikhane ka nyota nahi diya tujhe? ”
“ Haan mujhe Sewakram ji ne ek baar kaha to tha Ashram dikhane ke liye. Maine hi mana kar diya tha. Ab mai akeli aurat kahan jati kisi gair mard ke saath ghoomne. Waise ye Sewakram kaise admi hai?”
“ Sewakram nahi Sewakramji kaho. Wo bahut hi pahunche huye mahatma hain. Lagta hai tumhara unse sampark kam hi hua hai. Unke saath rahogi to ek baar bhi nahi lagega ki kisi anjaan admi ke saath ho. Un me har kisi ko apna bana lene ki badi chhmta hai. Unki boli se to amrit tapakta hai. Unke bhi guru hain Swami trilokanand kabhi unse milna. Devta swaroop admi hain. Unki vani itni meethi hai ki admi apna sab kuchh lutane ko taiyar ho jata hai. ” Ratna ji ne kaha.
“ Wo bhi yahin rahte hain?” maine utsukta se poochha.
“ Kaun? Trilokanand swami ji ke bare me pooch rahi ho? wo yahan nahi rahte. Lucknow ke paas ek bahut lamba chauda ashram hai. Wo ek tarah se inke panth ka head office hai.. Bade guruji wahin rahte hain. Abhi agle maheene is Asram ka innaugration hai jisme wo shamil hone ke liye yahan ayenge. Maine to unse Deeksha li hai tum bhi unse chaho to diksha le sakti ho. unki shishya ban sakti ho.”
“ Mujhe in sab sadhu santon me wisvas kum hi hai.” Maine kaha.
“ Are pagli ye waise nahi hain. Inke sampark me pahunchogi to pata chalega ki is sansaar me aaj bhi devta swaroop manushya paida hote hain.” Wo to tareefon ke pull bandhe ja rahi thi. Mujhe in sabme utni dilchaspi nahi thi isliye inme panda nahi chahti thi. Lekin wo to lag raha tha ashram aur unke taur tareekon ki kayal ho chuki thi.
“ Bolo kab chalogi Ashram dekhne. Mai tumhe poora ashram ghuma kar dikhaungi. Bhochakki rah jaogi wahan ka rahan sahan dekh kar. Ek bar unse bhi mil to lo fir tum bhi gulam ho jaogi unki” Ratnaji ne muskurate huye kaha.
“ kinse?” maine anjaan bante huye poochha.
“Kinse aur? Sewak raam ji se. Santosh safal ho jayega. Mujhe duayen degi ki maine aise admi se tera sampark karwa diya.”
“unse to mai pahle bhi kai baar mil chuki hoon. Mere pados me hi to rahte hain. Aajkal to aksar hi mil jate hain. Lagta hai tumhare ye Sewak raam bade rasik swabhaw ke admi hain.” Maine unse kaha.
“ Kyon aisa kya dekha unme?”
“ Mai jab bhi bahar kuchh kaam karti hoon to tumhare ye Rasik laal ji mujhe ghoorte rahte hain mano mujhe jinda kha jayenge.”
“ Disha tum ho hi itni khoobsoorat ki har mard ka lund salaam karne lage tujhe dekh kar.”
“ Didi aap bhi na hamesha meri khinchai karti rahti ho. Khud ko dekho. Aisa sexy badan hai ki is badan ki ek jhalak pakar hi koi bhi apne upar se control kho de.”
“ chal chhod pahle ye bata kab chalegi ghoomne?”
“ Dekhti hoon. Dev a jaye fir kisi din dekh ayenge unka ashram.”
“ Are Devender ji to jane kab ayenge. Kal hi hum dono chalte hain Ashram. Mai le chaloongi tujhe wahan. Tum taiyaar rahna mai theek dus baje a jaungi tumhe lene.” Ratna ne uthte huye kaha, “Subah nau das baje tak kaam nibta lena aur naha dho kar taiyaar rahna….”
“ are suno to….” Mai use mana karna chahti thi magar usne meri ek na chalne di.. Wo kuchh bhi sunne ko taiyaar hi nahi hui.
“ kuchh nahi sunna tum bus naha dho kar aur khoob ban sanwar kar taiyaar rahna. Hum dono saath chal challenge.” Ratna kahte huye chali gayee. Mai unhe rok kar inkar karna chahti thi lekin unki baton ne kuchh aisa asar kiya tha mere upar ki us ashram aur wahan ke mathadheesh se milne ka mauka bhi hath se nikalne nahi dena chahti thi. Mujhe ek baar laga ki pata nahi kaisi aurat hai. Abhi jaan pahchaan hi kitne dino kit hi. Magar maine apne man me uthti ek shansahay ko daba diya.
Waise bhi din me kisi aurat ke saath kahin jane me kya burai ho sakti thi. Achchha nahi laga to wapas laut aungi.
Agle din mai paune das baje tak naha dho kar taiyaar ho gayee thi. Apne chehre par halka sa makeup bhi kiya tha. Honthon par lipstick, Mathe par bindi maang me sindur lagakar badan pa ek pyari si gulabi sari pahni thi. Waise to mai aksar salwar kameej pahanti thi lekin kisi dharmik sthal par jane ke liye mujhe sari pahnna hi uchit laga. Gale par bhari mangalsutra aur hathon me kohni tak sundar rang birangi choodiyan mere roop ko aur nikhar rahi thi. Mujhe banne sanwarne ka shuru se hi bahut shauq tha. Jise shaadi ke baad Dev ne aur hawa di thi. Wo chahte the ki mai har waqt bani sanwari rahoon.
Matching Blouse ke andar maine ek lacy bra aur janghon par matching panty pahni thi. Unhe pahante waqt mai muskura di. Kise pata chal sakega ki maine under garments ka bhi chayan sari ke matching hi kiya tha. Koi kapde utaar kar dekhne to ja nahi raha tha ki maine andar kya pahan rakha hai.
“kaun dekhega in andarooni wastron ko. Bhagwan ke ghar ja rahi hoon wahan par sadhu mahatma rahte hain ko chhichhore ashiq to milenge nahi jo mauka milte hi kapdon ke andar tak jhank len” maine aine me apne aap ko nihaarte huye socha.
Ratna theek dus baje ghar par a gayee. Ashram paas hi tha isliye hum dono paidal hi wahan ke liye rawana huye. Koi paanch minute ka rasta tha. Wahan maine dekha ki wakai kafi bhawya ashram ban raha tha. Kafi bada area ghira hua tha. Almost poora hi bankar taiyaar ho gaya tha ab finishing chal rahi thi. Ek nakkashi wale pravesh dwar se andar ghus kar samne reception jaisi jagah par pahunche.
To be contd........
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