“ thahro.” Mohan ne hum dono ko darwaje par rok diya. Hum uske agle adesh ka intezar karne lage.
“ Ye pavitra karma hai. Isme kisi tarah ke kapde pahan kar pravesh ka adhikar swamiji ko bhi nahi hai. Hum sabko apne vastr yahan bahar tyagne padenge.” Kah kar usne apne jism par lipte gown ko alag kar diya. Use dekh Jeet neb hi apna vastr utar diya. Dono hamare samne bilkul nange khade the. Unke balishth nange sharer hamari ankhon me chubh rahe the. Fir dono ne hamare kapdon ki or hath badhaya.
Agle hi pal hum dono bhi unki tarah hi ho gaye the. Us halat me hum us kamre me pravesh kar gaye.
Hum andar ja kar kaam me vyast ho gaye. Thodi der me Rajni bhi hamari madad ko a gayee. use Swamiji ne bheja tha hamari madad ke liye. Wo bhi hamari tarah bilkul nangi awastha me thi.
Kaam karte huye kai baar anjane me aur kai baar jaan boojh kar ek doosre ke nagn shareer ko chhoo lete ya ragad dete. Tab halki si tarang badan me daud jati. Hum panchon mil kar khichdi ke alawa kai tarah ke vyanjan banana lage.
Kuchh der baad Sewak ram jib hi nangi halat me wahan a gaye. Sewak ram ji bhog ke liye instruction de rahe the. wo wahin humare paas baith gaye aur beech beech me humare nagn badan par hath fer rahe the. Jab bhog banana ka kaam poora huya to teeno mard us bhog ko thali aur katoriyon me saja kar devta ji ke paas le gaye.
Hum bhi apne kapde pahan kar wahan pahunche. Wahan Santosh bhi a gaya tha. Vahan Santosh samet sare mard mandir ki saaf safai me jute the.
Kuchh hi der me swami ji a gaye. Swami ji Devta ki murti ke samne apnea san par baith kar pooja path me wyast ho gaye the. Unhon ne mujhe pooja ki samagri ka intezam karne ko kaha. Mai Sewak raam ke sath milkar sara saman ek thali me saja kar Swamiji ke paas rakh di.
Us thali me phool, sindur, chandan, agarbatti nariyal ityadi ke alawa ek chhoti si katori mere stano se nikala hua thoda sa doodh tha. Jo thoda bahut kuchh der me bana tha Sewakraam ji ne masal masal ka sara nikal liya tha. Uske liye wo pahle mujhe wapas kitchen me le gaye. Wahan hum dono ko hi wapas nagn hona pada. Is baar wahan hamare siwa aur koi teesra nahi tha. Wo mujhse kuchh jyada hi prabhawit najar a rahe the.
Pahle unhon ne mujhe apne nagn seene me bheench liya aur mere raseele honthon ko choom liye. Kuchh der tak to wo mere badan ko sahlate rahe. Mai apne janghon ke bbech me unke ling ki thokar mahsoos kar rahi thi. Lekin aise maukon me apni taraf se kisi tarah ki uttejna se bhari harkat karna allowed nahi tha. Pata nahi mere nagn badan ka akarshan ya wahan ke environment ka asar ki Sewakraam ji jaise admi ko bhi vichlit kar diya tha.
Unhon ne is dauran ek baar mere stano ko bhi masla aur pal bhar ke liye meri yoni par bhi hath firaya. Wo shayad meri rajamandi ka intezaar kar rahe the.
" Sewakramji abhi nahi. Abhi mai pooja me hoon. Shareer jootha ho jayga. Abhi ye uchit nahi hai. Swami ji naraj honge." Ye sunte hi wo ek dum se sakpaka gaye aur ek jhatke se mere shareer se alag ho gaye. Ab wo sir jhukaye mere stano se doodh nikalne lage.
Mai sara saman lekar usi halat me Swami ji ke paas pahunchi. Sara saman swami ji ke hathon me dekar wapas akar apne kapde pahne. Fir ja kar unke paas hi ek asan par alti-palthi maar kar baith gayee aur hath jod kar ankhen moond lee. Puja shuru karne se pahle Swamiji ne shankh se dhwani nikali aur fir ek bada ghanta bajaya.
Ashram ke sare shishya wahan ekatrit ho chuke the. Is puja me sirf Ashram ke shishya ya wahan maujood swami ji ke guest hi upasthit ho sakte the. Bahar walon ka ana allowed nahi tha.
Sare mard aur aurat Swamiji ke mantrochcharan ko dohrate huye jhoom rahe the. Koi pandrah tees mard aur dus pandrah aurten wahan maujood thi. Kuchh der baad unhone pooja ki samagri se chandan lekar apne mathe par lagaya. Unhe aisa karte dekh sari mahilayen apne apne vastr dheela karne lagi. Maine bhi unki dekha dekhi apne gown ko khol diya.
Unhon ne age badh kar sabse pahle mere mathe par fir mere gale par fir unhon ne mere dono nipples par chandan lahgaya. Fir apne dayen hath ki ungli se chandan lekar meri nabhi se yoni ke kataw jahan se shuru hota hai wahan tak lagaya. Isi tarah ek ke baad ek sari mahilaon ke nipples aur yoni ke upar teeka lagaya aur mardon ke ling par.
Uske baad unhon ne apna hath dhoya aur pooja me leen ho gaye. Sare ashramwasi wahin baithe rahe jab tak na unki pooja khatm hui.
Adhe ghante tak wo dhyan me leen rahe. Wo puja ke waqt apne sharer par dharan kiya wastr tyag chuke the. Wahan asan par ek dum nagn baithe the. Unki pooja khatm hone ke baad wo uthe.
Uske baad swami ji ne devta ke snan ke bad bache doodh, shahd aur mewon ka mishran wahan maujood sare logon me banta.
Fir Swami ji wahan maujood ek takhat par baith gaye. Rajni ne age badh kar pani se unke ling ko dhoya aur us paani ko pee liya. Uske baad wahan maujood sari aurton ne eke k kar waisa hi kiya. Ek ek kar sabne unke ling ko dhya aur us pani ko apne chullu me lekar pahle sewan kiya fir mathe par laga liya.
Tab tak bhog taiyaar ho chukka tha. Devta ke bhog lagan eke waqt charon or se devta ji kea san ko reshmi pardon se dhak diya aur swami ji ne akele devta ko bhog lagaya.
Sewak ram ne uske baad bhog witran ke liye hall me sabko ikattha hone ko kaha. Wahan maujood bheed dheere dheere khatm ho gayee.
Rajni ne mujhe aur Disha ko wahin rok liya. Swami ji ko lekar hum ek kamre me gaye. Fir jaisa Devta ji ka snan kiya gaya tha theek usi tarah ek vishaal tub me asan laga kar kar swami ji ka doodh, dahi, shahad mewa, itr ityadi se snan karwaya gaya. Fir gulaab ki pankhudiyon se aur sabse akhir me swachchh pani se nahlaya gaya. Hum teeno mahilayen unke badan ko ragad ragad kar nahla rahe the. Unka snaan khatm hone ke baad humne unke badan ko ponchh kar unko wastr pahnaya.
Wo taiyaar hokar us kamre se nikal gaye. Unke jane ke baad hum teeno us tab me utar kar ek doosre ko khoob nahlaye.
Dobara snan khatm hone ke baad hall me pahunche. Humne Karishma ko intezar karte huye paya. Hum charon mil kar ek saath hi bhojan grahan kiya.
Bhojan khatm hone ke baad. Swami ji ne hum charon ko pass bulaya aur kaha, " puja ke dauran tum charon garm ho gaye hoge. Jao pahle ek doosre ke badan ko thanda karo. Kavita tum aur Disha dopahar ko kuchh der aram kar lena. Aaj shaam ko ek karyakram hai. Usme tum ko shamil hona hai. Raat bhar jagna pad sakta hai. Isse tum dono ko kafi thakan ho jayegi."
To be contd....
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