Mai unki baten sun kar hansne lagi. Kahti bhi kya. Ye to mai khud bhi mahsoos karti thi ki mardon ko agar mauka mil jata to mujhe noch khate.
“ Dekh lena tum nahi rahte ho kisi din mujhe pakad kar koi rape kar dega.” Maine bhi unko chhedte huye kaha.
“ Usme kharabi kya hai. Isse tumhare jism ki aag bhi shant ho jayegi. Tum kisi part time mard dhoondh lo jo meri anupasthiti me tumhari pyaas bujha diya kare.” Wo hanste huye kahne lage.
“ Are jao jao, kisi din koi josh me akar mujhe bhaga le gaya na to jindagi bhar apni kismet ko koste rahoge kypnki dobara mujh jaisi khoobsoorat biwi to milne se rahi.”
Maine kabhi bhi unki is tarah ki uljalool farmaish par jyada dhyaan nahi diya.
Unka bas chalta to ghar par hi kisi mard ko invite kar dete mujhe chodne ke liye.
Pati patni ka sambandh itna najuk hota hai ki halka sa shak ka jhatka is rishte ko tar tar kar sakta hai. Mai kisi teesre ko hamari jindagi me kabhi shamil nahi karna chahti thi. Magar hona to kuchh aur tha. Honi ko kaun taal saka hai bhala. Aj mai shukr manti hoon ki Dev itne khule vicharon wale the isliye hum dono ke beech koi deevar paida nahi hui aur aaj hum dono poore dil se is ashram ke shishya hain.
Isi tarah mai apne hushn par ithlati hui ghumti rahti thi. Jyada tar waqt mai ghar me hi rahti thi. Magar Dev ke aksar bahar rahne ki wajah se market ka kaam bhi mujhe hi karna padta tha. Aas paas har tarah ki dukane thi isliye jyada door nahi jana padta tha.
Subah 6 baje se pahle doodh wala a jata tha. Uske ane par hi mai bistar chhodti thi. Isliye us waqt mai aksar nighty me hi rahti thi. Jisme se mera jism saaf najar ata tha. Yahan tak ki kali kali jhanton ka aur mere bade bade nipples ka samne se abhas ho jata tha.
Doodhwala aksar mujhe doodh dete huye apne ling ko set karta rahta tha. Kyonki mujhe ardh nagn halat me dekh kar uska aksar uska lund khada ho jata tha. Shuru shuru me wo apni uttjna ko meri najron se chhipane ki bharsak koshish karta tha.
Lekin jab usne dekha ki mai uski najron se apna badan chhipane ki hi koi koshish nahi kar rahi to uski jhijhak khatam ho gayee. wo ab mere sang tarah tarah ki baten karne laga. Baton baton me wo aksr dwiarthi baten karke mere man ki thah lene ki koshish karta.
Jab maine use kuchh nahi kaha aur anjaan bani rahi to uski himmat badhne lagi.
Maine kai baar to uski dhoti me khade hote uske ling ko bhi mahsoos kiya tha. Jitni der wo doodh deta tha utni der uski ankhen doodh ke bartan par kam aur mere doodh ki botlon par jyada rahti thi. Mai dheere dheere in sab bhookhi ankhon ki abhyast ho gayee. Ab mujhe in mardon ko jalane me maja ata tha. Lekin itna bhi nahi ki koi seedhe mere upar hi sawar ho jaye.
Maine kabhi kisi bhi gair mard ko roka nahi to apni or se bhi kabhi had se jyada kisi ko lift nahi di. Aas pados ke sare mard mujhe line marte the aur mujhe khule vicharon wali mahila samajhte the.Mujhe bhi unki ankhon me mere prati vasna ki khumari dekh kar maja ata tha. Dev ke dost kafi kam the magar wo bhi mere sang chipakne ki koshish karte the.
Ek to mera exposing kapde pahanna aur doosra unki harkaton se beparwaah rahna unhe bahut excite karta tha. Kai baar logon ne kisi na kisi bahane mere badan ko chhone ki aur masalne ki bhi koshish ki. Unke kuchh doston ne ek do baar anjaan bante huye mere stano ko bhi dabaya tha.
Aise hi chhed chhad me kaise saal gujar gaya pata hi nahi chala. Dev kafi vyast ho gaye the. Wo aajkal ghar par kam waqt rah pate the. Humari sex life to jaise basi hone lagi thi. Mai us bujhti aag ko wapas jalana chahti thi. Mai janti thi ki agar hamare beech teesra a jaye to is bujhti hui lo ko fir jor mil jayegi. Magar mai usse hone wale nuksaan ko soch kar kisi gair mard se sareerik sambandh banana me dari thi.
Humare makan ke ek taraf ek Ahluwalia parivar rahta tha. Dono mia biwi 40-45 ke aas paas ke the. Ghar ki malkin Ratna Ahluwalia ek khoobsoorat 40 saal ke aas paas ki mahila thi. Padosi hone ki wajah se kuchh hi dino me hum dono kafi ghul mil gaye the. Mai akeli hi rahti thi upar se nayi nayi byahta thi isliye wo aksar hi mere ghar a jati thi aur mujhe mere kaam me help karti thi.
Isse mera akelapan door ho jata tha aur usse mai ghar ke kam kaaj bhi seekhne lagi thi. Jai ski maine bataya ki Ghra ke paas hi ek kafi bada Asram taiyaar ho raha tha.
Humare makan ke doosri taraf us ashram ke mathadheesh rahte the. Unka naam Sewak raam tha. wo koi 50-55 saal ke kafi tandurust badan ke malik the. Shuru shuru me mujhe unki jhalak bahut kum milti thi. Wo sare din construction site par busy rahte the aur shaam ko mujhe gharse nikalne me dar lagta tha. Isliye hum ek doosre ke bare me saal bhar kuchh jaan nahi paye.
Saal bhar baad mujhe laga ki kuchh dino se wo aksar mujhe najar ane lage the. Wo hamesha khali badan hi rahte the. Unke badan par ek chhoti si dhoti ke alawa kuchh nahi rahta tha. Unke chehre par ek muskurahat hamesha rahti thi. Unka vyaktitva hi aisa tha ki job hi milta unse akarshit huye bina nahi rah sakta tha. Mai bhi ek do mulakaton me hi unki or akarshit hone lagi thi.
Unka dainik karya kram subah chaar baje se hi shuru ho jata tha. Roj subah ghar ke bahar garden me ek chatai bichha kar do shishya adhe ghante tak unke badan ki malish karte the. Tel malish karke jab wo kasrat karte the to mai unke balishth shareer ko apne bedroom ki khidki se chhip chhip kar niharti thi.
Kuchh dino baad maine mahsoos kiya ki Sewakram ji mujhme kafi interest lene lage hai. Subah aur sham ko jab mai apne makan ke bahar paudhon ko pani deti ya tahalti rahti thi to aksar Sewakramji dono makano ke beech bane boundary par akar mujhse baten karne lagte the. Wo tab tak wahan khade rahte the jab tak na mai apna kaam khatm karke andar chali jati. Subah wo ab hamari boundary ke paas hi kasrat karne lage the.
To be contd.....
“ Dekh lena tum nahi rahte ho kisi din mujhe pakad kar koi rape kar dega.” Maine bhi unko chhedte huye kaha.
“ Usme kharabi kya hai. Isse tumhare jism ki aag bhi shant ho jayegi. Tum kisi part time mard dhoondh lo jo meri anupasthiti me tumhari pyaas bujha diya kare.” Wo hanste huye kahne lage.
“ Are jao jao, kisi din koi josh me akar mujhe bhaga le gaya na to jindagi bhar apni kismet ko koste rahoge kypnki dobara mujh jaisi khoobsoorat biwi to milne se rahi.”
Maine kabhi bhi unki is tarah ki uljalool farmaish par jyada dhyaan nahi diya.
Unka bas chalta to ghar par hi kisi mard ko invite kar dete mujhe chodne ke liye.
Pati patni ka sambandh itna najuk hota hai ki halka sa shak ka jhatka is rishte ko tar tar kar sakta hai. Mai kisi teesre ko hamari jindagi me kabhi shamil nahi karna chahti thi. Magar hona to kuchh aur tha. Honi ko kaun taal saka hai bhala. Aj mai shukr manti hoon ki Dev itne khule vicharon wale the isliye hum dono ke beech koi deevar paida nahi hui aur aaj hum dono poore dil se is ashram ke shishya hain.
Isi tarah mai apne hushn par ithlati hui ghumti rahti thi. Jyada tar waqt mai ghar me hi rahti thi. Magar Dev ke aksar bahar rahne ki wajah se market ka kaam bhi mujhe hi karna padta tha. Aas paas har tarah ki dukane thi isliye jyada door nahi jana padta tha.
Subah 6 baje se pahle doodh wala a jata tha. Uske ane par hi mai bistar chhodti thi. Isliye us waqt mai aksar nighty me hi rahti thi. Jisme se mera jism saaf najar ata tha. Yahan tak ki kali kali jhanton ka aur mere bade bade nipples ka samne se abhas ho jata tha.
Doodhwala aksar mujhe doodh dete huye apne ling ko set karta rahta tha. Kyonki mujhe ardh nagn halat me dekh kar uska aksar uska lund khada ho jata tha. Shuru shuru me wo apni uttjna ko meri najron se chhipane ki bharsak koshish karta tha.
Lekin jab usne dekha ki mai uski najron se apna badan chhipane ki hi koi koshish nahi kar rahi to uski jhijhak khatam ho gayee. wo ab mere sang tarah tarah ki baten karne laga. Baton baton me wo aksr dwiarthi baten karke mere man ki thah lene ki koshish karta.
Jab maine use kuchh nahi kaha aur anjaan bani rahi to uski himmat badhne lagi.
Maine kai baar to uski dhoti me khade hote uske ling ko bhi mahsoos kiya tha. Jitni der wo doodh deta tha utni der uski ankhen doodh ke bartan par kam aur mere doodh ki botlon par jyada rahti thi. Mai dheere dheere in sab bhookhi ankhon ki abhyast ho gayee. Ab mujhe in mardon ko jalane me maja ata tha. Lekin itna bhi nahi ki koi seedhe mere upar hi sawar ho jaye.
Maine kabhi kisi bhi gair mard ko roka nahi to apni or se bhi kabhi had se jyada kisi ko lift nahi di. Aas pados ke sare mard mujhe line marte the aur mujhe khule vicharon wali mahila samajhte the.Mujhe bhi unki ankhon me mere prati vasna ki khumari dekh kar maja ata tha. Dev ke dost kafi kam the magar wo bhi mere sang chipakne ki koshish karte the.
Ek to mera exposing kapde pahanna aur doosra unki harkaton se beparwaah rahna unhe bahut excite karta tha. Kai baar logon ne kisi na kisi bahane mere badan ko chhone ki aur masalne ki bhi koshish ki. Unke kuchh doston ne ek do baar anjaan bante huye mere stano ko bhi dabaya tha.
Aise hi chhed chhad me kaise saal gujar gaya pata hi nahi chala. Dev kafi vyast ho gaye the. Wo aajkal ghar par kam waqt rah pate the. Humari sex life to jaise basi hone lagi thi. Mai us bujhti aag ko wapas jalana chahti thi. Mai janti thi ki agar hamare beech teesra a jaye to is bujhti hui lo ko fir jor mil jayegi. Magar mai usse hone wale nuksaan ko soch kar kisi gair mard se sareerik sambandh banana me dari thi.
Humare makan ke ek taraf ek Ahluwalia parivar rahta tha. Dono mia biwi 40-45 ke aas paas ke the. Ghar ki malkin Ratna Ahluwalia ek khoobsoorat 40 saal ke aas paas ki mahila thi. Padosi hone ki wajah se kuchh hi dino me hum dono kafi ghul mil gaye the. Mai akeli hi rahti thi upar se nayi nayi byahta thi isliye wo aksar hi mere ghar a jati thi aur mujhe mere kaam me help karti thi.
Isse mera akelapan door ho jata tha aur usse mai ghar ke kam kaaj bhi seekhne lagi thi. Jai ski maine bataya ki Ghra ke paas hi ek kafi bada Asram taiyaar ho raha tha.
Humare makan ke doosri taraf us ashram ke mathadheesh rahte the. Unka naam Sewak raam tha. wo koi 50-55 saal ke kafi tandurust badan ke malik the. Shuru shuru me mujhe unki jhalak bahut kum milti thi. Wo sare din construction site par busy rahte the aur shaam ko mujhe gharse nikalne me dar lagta tha. Isliye hum ek doosre ke bare me saal bhar kuchh jaan nahi paye.
Saal bhar baad mujhe laga ki kuchh dino se wo aksar mujhe najar ane lage the. Wo hamesha khali badan hi rahte the. Unke badan par ek chhoti si dhoti ke alawa kuchh nahi rahta tha. Unke chehre par ek muskurahat hamesha rahti thi. Unka vyaktitva hi aisa tha ki job hi milta unse akarshit huye bina nahi rah sakta tha. Mai bhi ek do mulakaton me hi unki or akarshit hone lagi thi.
Unka dainik karya kram subah chaar baje se hi shuru ho jata tha. Roj subah ghar ke bahar garden me ek chatai bichha kar do shishya adhe ghante tak unke badan ki malish karte the. Tel malish karke jab wo kasrat karte the to mai unke balishth shareer ko apne bedroom ki khidki se chhip chhip kar niharti thi.
Kuchh dino baad maine mahsoos kiya ki Sewakram ji mujhme kafi interest lene lage hai. Subah aur sham ko jab mai apne makan ke bahar paudhon ko pani deti ya tahalti rahti thi to aksar Sewakramji dono makano ke beech bane boundary par akar mujhse baten karne lagte the. Wo tab tak wahan khade rahte the jab tak na mai apna kaam khatm karke andar chali jati. Subah wo ab hamari boundary ke paas hi kasrat karne lage the.
To be contd.....
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