Maine chupchap sir jhuka kar unki bat man li. Maine unka ashirwaad liya aur apna gown pahan kar bahar a gayee. bahar darwaje par hi Rajni mere ghar se pahan kar aye kapde thame mil gayee. wo meri or dekh kar muskura di.
Rajni ne hi age badh kar mujhe mere kapde pahnaye. Mera poora badan dukh raha tha aur thakaan bhi ho rahi thi isliye usne ek shishya ko bulaya jisne mujhe meri car ke back seat par bitha kar mujhe mere ghar tak chhod aya.
Ghar pahunch kar dekha ki mere pati Santosh lal kam par ja chuke the isliye mai bach gayee. Saasu ji ne mujhse meri aisi halat ke bare me poochha to maine bahana bana diya ki raat meri tabiyat kharab ho gayee thi. Badi mushkil se wahan ke ek shishya ko ghar chhodne ke liye raji kar wapas lauti hoon. Bechari seedhi saadhi mahila meri baat ko sach maan kar chup rah gayee.
mai ghar akar khoob nahayee aur khana khakar jam kar neend li. Bachcha rone laga to apne bachchhe ko bottle se doodh pilaya. kuchh bacha hi nahi tha uske liye.
Sara ashram to pee gaya tha mere dooh ki ek ek boond. Mere dono doodh ki bottles khali thin. Shaam tak ek dum fresh ho gayee thi. Do din ke manthan se meri chut me jo khalbali machi hui thi wo bhi kafi had tak shaant ho chuki thi. Mai kisi gharelu mahila ki tarah ban sanwar kar mathe par sindoor aur gale ke mangalsutra ko theek kar apne pati ke ane ka intezaar karne lagi.
Is waqt koi mujhe dekhta to use viswaas hi nahi hota ki mai wahi mahila hoon jo ashram me sex ke khel me vyast thi. Jisne ek din me jane kitne lgono ke lund ki pyaas bujhai thi. Kitne logon ka veerya apni kokh me bhara tha.
Shaam ko jab mere pati ghar aye to mai khushi se chahak rahi thi. Maine unhe apne interview ke bare me sab bataya. Haan sirf interview ke bare me hi, lekin apne sambhog ke khel ke bare me kuchh bhi nahi bataya. Maine unke samne ashram, swami ji aur wahan ke unmukt watawaran ke bare me tareefon ke pul bandh diye.
Wo bhi meri baton se kafi prabhawit najar ane lage the. Mere pati Santosh bhi kafi rangeen mijaaj admi the. Unke liye to us tarah ka mahol ek naya anand pradan karne wala tha.
maine unhe bataya ki mai swami ji ki shishyaa ban gayee hoon. Maine unko guru maan liya hai. Unhon ne apni chhatr chhaya me mujhe le liya hai. wo ye sun kar muskura diye.
“achanak hi is tarah ka decision lene ki koi wajah?” Unhon ne mujhe chikoti katte huye age kaha, " kya baat hai bhai tum to in sab se bahut door rahti thi? Tumhe to in dhongi guru type ke admiyon se sakht chidh thi fir is guru ji ke chakkar me kaise pad gayee?"
"nahin mere Guruji waise nahin hain. Guru Trilokanandji se ek baar miloge to tumhari bhi dharna badal jayegi. Guruji sabse alag hain. Tum bhi chalna kisi din mere sath to tum bhi bandh kar rah jaoge us vatawaran se."
"mmmm dekhenge, aisa kya hai tumhare is trilokanand swami ji me. Naam bahut sun rakha hai unka. Kuchh rasik type ka admi hai shayad." Unhon ne mujhe chhedte huye poochha, “ itni khoobsoorat aur sexy shishyaa ko pakar to nihaal ho gaye honge tumhare guru ji. Tumne apne roop aur sundarta ke teer chala chala kar unhe ghayal kar diya hoga. Bechare! Chchch….”
“ Tumne mujhe chhedna band nahi kiya to maroongi abhi dande se.” maine gussa dikhate huye kaha, “ guru ji se ek baar miloge to mugdh ho jaoge. Unki vani unka swabhav aur wahan ka vatavaran tumhare badan ko rom rom kar dega.
Mai hi kaunsi manti thi in guru aur sadhuon ko magar aaj mai to poori tarah deewani ho gayi hoon unke pyaar me.” Maine unko nahi bataya ki guruji aur unke ashram ka jikr ate hi mera poora badan sansanane lagta hai aur. Mere tangon ke jod par geela pan mahsoos hone lagta hai.
“ hum to apke maar me bhi apka pyaar dhoondhte hain. In najuk kalayeeon ko itna kasht kyon dogi. Mai hi chup ho jata joon. Dekhenge apke guruji ko. Aisi kya khasiyat hai unme ki ek mulakat me hi meri biwi patidev ka naam bhool kar guruji guruji japne lagi.”
Mai unhe marne ke liye duadi aur wo mujhe chidhate huye table ke charon or ghoomne lage. Ganimat hai ki saasuji bachche ko sulane me wyast thi. Nahi to unke sawaalon ke jawab bhi mujhe dhoondhne padte.
Baat yahin ayee-gayee ho gayee. Wapas an eke kai dino baad tak bhi meri chut me sihran hoti rahi. Mere dono stan dukhte rahe aur chal me ladkhadahat rahi. Mujhe to aisa lagta tha mano mere pair jameen par hi nahi pad rahe hon. Dono breast ki to buri halat thi.
Itne buri tarah masle gaye the ki kai dino tak bra pahanne me dikkat hoti rahi. Kisi fode ki tarah mere dono nipples dukhte rahe. Jab bachcha breast feeding ke liye machalta to mai bottle taiyar kar deti magar uske honthon ko apne nipples chhoone nahi deti. Akele me kabhi kabhi guruji ko yaad kar apne nipples chhedti to kabhi apni yoni ko sahlati. Isse mera badan aur garam ho jata.
Jab Santosh bistar par ate to mai lagbhag unhe noch daalti. Santosh bhi mere swabhav me ek dum se paida huye is kamukta par chakit the. Unhe samajh me nahi ata tha ki unki biwi sex ke mamle me itni ugr kaise ho gayee hai.
Mera interview jab paper me chhapa to khoob tareefe huin. Mere interview ko padh kar Harish bhi bahut khush hua. Ye pahli baar tha jo kisine unka itna antarag interview liya tha. Lekin mai hi janti thi wo interview kitna antarang tha. Maine weekly column me unke bare me bahut shandaar lekh likha. Agle monday hi swamiji ne mujhe call aya.
" Kavita, Tumhara interview paper me padha. Tum bahut achchha likhti ho. Rash mujhe jameen par hi rahne do. itna oopar mat chadhao. Tumne to mujhe itna badha chadha kar bataya ki mujhe khud sankoch hone laga." unki awaj sunte hi mere poore badan me sihran si daudne lagi.
To be contd.....
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