"ab seedhi khadi ho jao." Mai seedhi ho gayee. bilkul nagn.
"wow kya shandar badan hai apka." Kah kar usne meri yoni ke upar apna hath firaya. Mai uski harkaton se muskura uthi. Fir maine uske hathon se wo kimono lekar badan par chadha liya. Use apni kamar par kas kar bandh liya.
Hum bahar a gaye. Raat bhojan karke maine Santosh ko phone kiya ki mujhe raat ko yahan rukna pad raha hai. Isliye bachchhe ka khyal rakhe. Sasu ji ko bhi maine apni majboori batayee. Meri sasuji bahut samajhdaar mahila hain. Unhone bhi mere faisle ka samarthan kiya.
Fir mai apne kamre me a gayee. kamra bahut shandaar tha. Narm bistar par bichha safed reshmi chadar mahol ko aur exotic bana raha tha. Kamre me ek side door bhi tha jo ki doosri taraf se band tha. Usme mere kamre ki taraf se band karne ke liye koi kundi nahi thi. Airconditioner ki thandi hawa kamre ko jyada nasheela bana raha tha.
Mai bistar par let gayee. bhojan karne ke baad mujhe ek glass bhar kar koi juice diya gaya tha. Pata nahi uski wajah se ya wahan ke madmast mahol ki eajah se mera badan garm hone laga. Mujhe Santosh ki kami khalne lagi. Tangon ke beech sihran si failne lagi thi. Mai apne hathon se apne stano ko dabane lagi.
Mai uthi aur ek glass thanda pani peeya. Maine kamre me jal rahe night lamp ko off kar diya. Fir us kimono ko apne badan se alag kar poori tarah nagn bistar par let gayee aur ek silk ki chadar apne badan par odh li. Kuchh der me mera badan dobara kasmasane laga. Kisi mard se chudai ki bhookh jag rahi thee.
maine apne hath apni yoni par rakh diye aur apni yoni ko upar se dabane lagi. Man kar raha tha koi mujhe a kar masal kar rakh de. Mere nipples khade ho chuke the.
Mai apni ungliyon ke tips me unhe lekar masal rahi thi. Maine apni do ungliyan apni yoni ke andar bahar karne lagi. Magar meri bhookh thi ki badhti hi ja rahi thi. Neend ankhon ka rasta bhool gayee thi.
Mere badan ka eke k royan kisi mard ki chuan ke liye tadap raha tha. Maine apne takiye ko sir se hata kar apni janghon ke beech daba diya. Apni dono janghon ke beech use daba kar mai apne stano ko buri tarah masalne lagi magar meri bhookh thandi hi nahi ho rahi thi.
Isi tarah barah baj gaye the. Maine uth kar nahane ka socha. Abhi uthne hi wali thi ki
halki si ek “clik: ki awaj ayee. Mai andhere me awaj ki disha me dekhi. Awaj side door ki taraf se aye thi. Mai jaldi se apne takiye ko theek kar apne badan ko chadar se odh li.
Kuchh der tak koi harkat nahi hui. Fir maine dekha bina awaj ke side wala darwaja khul raha hai. Mai chup chap chit ho kar let gayee. Halki si ankhen khol kar dekhi ki koi insaan kamre me a raha hai. Usne andar akar darwaje ko peeeche se band kar liya. Wo dheere dheere chalta hua mere bistar ke paas aya.
Usne apna hath utha kar mere ek ubhar ko chhua. Jab meri taraf se koi harkat nahi hui to usne apne us hath ko meri ek chhati par rakh diya. Kuchh der tak bina kisi harkat ke us hath ko wahin pade rahne diya. Jab use ahsaas ho gaya ki mai neend me hoon to usne meri poori chhati ko apne hathon se do bar sahlane ke baad use bahut dheere se dabaya.
Mai chupchaap padi thi. Andhere me pata nahi chal raha thi ki kamre me hai kaun. Mai dekhna chahti thi ki wo mujhe gahri neend me samajh kar kis had tak age badh sakta hai. Mai to aye hi is maksad me thi ki is ashram ke bare me wo baten khoj nikaloon jo kisi ko aaj tak pata nahi chal paya ho. Mai tej tej saanse le rahi thi jisse ye lage ki meri neend me koi khalal nahi pada hai.
Kuchh der tak wo pahle mere ek stan ko fir doosre stan kosahlata raha. fir usne mere chadar ke kinare ko pakad kar use uthaya aur use dheere dheere badan se hatana shuru kar diya. Kuchh hi der me usne chadar ko mere badan se poori tarah alag kar diya. Ab mai us bistar par bilkul nangi pdi thi chit hokar. Mai hil nahi sakti thi nahi to us ko pata chal jata ki mai jag gayee hoon. Mai us admi ko dekhna chahti thi. Use pahchanna chahti thi.
Usne wapas apna hath mere nagn ho chuke nipple par dheere se chhuaya. Usne mujhe soya hua jan kar apna hath mere sir par rakh kar dheere dheere neeche sarkana shuru kiya. Uski hatheli ka Itna halka touch tha mano badan par koi mor pankh fira raha ho. Hath dheere dheere sarakta hua jab yoni ke oopar pahuncha to mera chup chap pade rahna mushkil ho gaya. Mai uski harkaton se uttejit ho chuki thi.
Koi bhi kitni hi sakht mahila kyon na ho jab uske guptangon ko chheda jata hai to use apne upar control karke rakhna bhari padne lagta hai. Mere poore badan me sihran si daudne lagi. Tangon ke beech ke hisse me aisi tej sirsirahat huyi ki khujlane ki teevre ichha hone lagi. Mere nipples patthar ki tarah sakht ho gaye. Stan bhi kas gaye.
Mere honthon se ek dabi si siskari nikal gayi. Usne apna hath chonk kar mere badan se hata diya. Maine mano neend se jagte huye kaha "kaun……kaun hai" mai bistar se uth kar khadi ho gayee.
"mai" ek halki si awaj ayee aur usne mujhe kheench kar apni bahon me bhar liya.
Mai bhi kisi bel ki tarah uske badan se lipat gayee. mai unki awaj se samajh gayee thi ki agantuk Swamiji hi hain. unka badan bhi poori tarah nagn tha. Mera nanga badan unke chaude seene me pis gaya. Mere dono bade bade uroj unki chaudi chhati par dab kar chapte ho gaye.
Unhone mere chehre ko apne hatheliyon ke beech lekar uthaya aur apne tapte honth mere honthon par rakh kar choomne lage.
Mera shareer to pahle se hi garm ho raha tha, mai bhi unke chumbano ka jawab dene lagi. Wo mere poore chehre par honth fira rahe the. Mai bhi unke chehre ko betahasa choomne lagi. Mai ek shadi shuda mahila, apna pati apna bachcha, us waqt sab bhul gayee thi. Kuchh bhi yaad nahi raha. Yaad tha to ek adim bhookh jo mere poore astitva par havi ho chuki thi.
Unke honth mere honthon ko math rahe the. Mere nichle honth ko unhone apne danton ke beech daba kar dheere dheere katna shuru kiya. Fir unhone apni jeebh mere munh me dal di mai unke jeebh ko aise choos rahi thi jaise wo unki jeebh nahi koi icecream ho.
Maine apne dono hathon se apne stano ko pakad kar unki chhati par ragad diya. Mai uttejna me kisi veshya ki tarah harkaten kar rahi thi. Kafi salon baad wapas kisi paraye mard ka chuan mujhe pagal bana raha tha. Hum don one kuchh bhi nahi kaha bus apni harkaton se ek doosre ko jata rahe the ki hume kya chahiye.
Kuchh der tak hum yunhi ek doosre ko choomte rahe uske baad uske hath badha kar ek night lamp on kar diya. Night lamp ki neeli halki roshni vatavaran ko aur jyada romantic bana rahi thi.
Unhonne age badh kar mere naak par apne honth rakh kar ek chumban liya. Fir honth fisalte huye mere ek nipple par akar ruke. Unhon ne mere ek nipple ko apni ungliyon ke beech lekar dabaya to doodh ki ek tej dhar nikal kar unke seene par giri. Wo khush ho gaye. Unhon ne apne dono hathon se mere stano ko uthakar tolne ke andaj me dekha. Mano wo dekhna chah rahe hon ki andar maal kitna bhara hai. Unhone mere ek nipple ko apne munh me lekar jor se choosa.
Mere sare badan me ek sihran si daudne lagi aur mere stano se nikal kar un falon ka ras unke munh me jane laga. Wo mere ek nipple ko apne munh me lekar usse doodh pee rahe the aur doosre nipple ko apni ungliyon me lekar khel rahe the. Ek hath se jis stan ka nipple unke munh me tha usi stank o masal kar use duhne ki tarah apne hath ko jad se lekar apne munh ki taraf kheench rahe the.
Mai apne sir ko uttejna me jhatakne lagi aur unke sir ko apne chhati par jor se dabane lagi. Ek stan ka sara ras peene ke baad unhone doosre nipple ko munh me le liya aur use bhi choosne lage. Maine dekha ki pahla nipple kafi der tak choosne ke karan kafi fool gaya tha. Doosre breast ka bhi sara doodh duh kar peene ke baad mujhe apne se alag kiya.
Mai uttejna me apna hath badha kar andhere me unke ling ko tatolne lagi. Lekin hat jis cheej se takraya use ek baar apne hatheli se chho kar maine ghabra kar apna hath hata liya.
Unhone hath badhakar bistar ke paas lage bed lamp ko on kar diya. Halki si roshni kamre me fail gayee. sare kamre me andhera tha sirf hum dono ke nagn badan chamak rahe the. Us roshni mujhe apne se alag kar swami ji ne mere nagn badan ko nihara..
Unhone mujhe apne se ek foot door hataya aur gahri najron se mujhe sir se lekar pair tak nihara. Mai unke samne bilkul nangi khadi thi. Maine bhi unke nange badan ko bhookhi najron se nihara. Meri najar unke ling par ja kar thahar gayee. Ye kisi admi ka ling hai?
Mai unki janghon ke beech adhe soye halat me latakte huye unke saman ko dekh kar chaunk uthi. Kafi bada ling tha. Itna bada ling maine to kabhi kisi ka nahi dekha tha. Ek foot se bhi lamba aur mota itna ki meri kalai bhi uske samne patli thi. Maine ascharya se Swami ji ki or dekha. Wo mujhe dekh kar muskura rahe the. Mai sharma gayee.
“kaisa laga?” Unhon ne mujhse poochha to maine sharma kar apni najren jhuka li. Maine Kanpte hathon se unke gatheele lund ko apni mutthi me le liya. Unka ling kafi garam ho raha tha. Uska ling ab poori tarah tana hua tha. Mai unki najron se najren nahi mila pa rahi thi. Isliye apna sara dhyan unke ling par laga rakhi thi.
"bahut khoobsoorat ho" swamiji ne mere badan ki tarif ki to mai ek dum kisi ladki ki tarah Sharma gayee. Aur unke seene me apna chehra chhipa liya. Fir unhone mujhe kandhon se pakad kar neeche ki or jhukane lage. Mai unke samne ghutno ke bal
baith gayee.
“Tumne bataya nahi ki mera ye saman kaisa hai?” maine night lamp ki roshni me pahli baar unke ling ko achchhi tarah dekha. Use dekh kar mere munh se “hai….raam” nikal gaya.
"kafi bada hai guruji ye to fad kar rakh dega. mai ise nahi le paungi. Meri phat jayegi."
"abhi se ghabra gayee. isi liye to mai kah raha tha ki hamare ashram ko join kar lo. Jo bhi ek bar mere sampark me ati hai wo jindagi bhar mujhe chhod kar nahi ja sakti. Use uske baad aur kisi ke ling se santushti hi nahi mil pati.” Unhon ne mere sir par hath ferte huye kaha, “Aur kisi ling se yoni nahi phat ti hai. Yoni hoti hi aisi hai ki dande ke hisab se apna akar badal leti hai."
To be contd......
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