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Maine bhi ek do baar Santosh se shkayat ki thi magar wo ulte mujhse majaak karne lagta. Mai jhenp si jati. Dheere dheere mujhe bhi uski harkaton me maja ane laga. Jab dinner se pahle dance hota to wo aksar mujhe apna partne chunta aur mere badan se dance ki ad me buri tarah chipak jata. Kai baar mere urojon ko evam mere pet mere intambon ko dance karte huye masal chukka tha. Magar isse jyada kabhi usne age badhne ki koshish nahi ki.
Mai apne news paper ki or se di hui parties ki to jaan hi rahti thi. Un parties me to aksar mai akeli hi jati thi isliye jee bhar kar enjoy karti thi. Magar maine kabhi kisi aur ke saath shareerik sambandh nahi banaye the.
Mera ek bachchha hai jo ki abhi ek saal ka hi hua hai. Kamkaji mahila hone ke bawjood mai jab bhi ghar par hoti hoon apne bachchhe ko breast feed hi karati hoon. Isse mai bahut excite ho jati hoon. Mere nipples kafi bade aur sensitive hain. Jab koi inse khelta hai ya chhedta hai to mere poore badan me aag lag jati hai. Aur fir to aap samajh hi gaye honge ki Santosh sahib ka kya haal hota hoga.
Mere breast 38 size ke hain aur doodh an eke baad to ye 40 ke ho gaye hain. Doodh bhare hone ke bawjood ekdum tane rahte hain. Mai apne in assets par garv karti hoon. Inki ek jhalak pane ke liye kitne hi ashiq qubaan ho jate hain. Kabhi kabhi T shirt ke neech kuchh bhi nahi pahan kar jab mai apni balcony me nikalti hoon to aas paas ke kunware ladke kisi na kisi bahane se tak jhank karne lagte hain. Mai unke dil ki dasha samajh kar muskura kar rah jati hoon.
Hum dono sex ke mamle me bhi bahut tarah ke experiment kar chuke hain. Lekin sex ke mamle me mai kafi selective thi. Maine apne aap ko bahut hi bachaya magar shaadi ke kuchh hi maheeno ke bheetar meri jindagi me aisa toofaan aya ki mai ek kamuk aurat me tabdeel ho gayee. Is me kisi ki galti bhi nahi thi. Mai apne badan ko expose karke aur unke saath chhed chhad kar khud mauka deti thi ki ao aur mujhe apne jism ki garmi se pighla do. Mardon ko to aisi hi mahilaon ki khoj rahti hai jiske saath apni jismani bhookh mita sake.
Lekin aaj tak maine jis se bhi jismani tallukat banaye wo sab bahut hi selective log the. Maine kuchh ek logon ke alawa aaj tak kisi ko apna jism nahi sonpa tha. Wo bhi kuchh ek maukon par hi. Lekin ye sare samband Santosh se chhip kar banaye the. Santosh ko mere in sambandhon ke bare me koi jankaari nahi thi. Mai manti hoon ki wo aur unka parivaar bahut hi khule vicharon ka hai magar jab kisi paraye mard se jismani tallukat ki bat ati hai to maine achchhe modern banne ka dawa karte logon ke vaivahik sambandhon me darar ate dekha hai.
Unki knowledge me maine abhi tak unke alawa kisi aur se sambhog nahi kiya hai. Wo ek do baar swapping ke liye bhi kah chuke hain lekin mere mana karne par unhon ne age kuchh nahi kaha. Haan maine exposure ke mamle me unka man rakh liya tha.
Jo baat maine ab tak kisi ko nahi batai wo aap se share karti hoon. Meri jindagi me kis tarah ek ke baad ek mard ate chale gaye unke bare me sab batati hoon.
Mai pahle aisi nahi thi. Shadi ke pahle sex bomb ho kar bhi shuru shuru me kafi orthodox vichaaron kit hi. Kyonki mere maike ka mahol kafi purane kism ka tha.
Magar meri sari jhijhak mere ek assignment ne hawa kar di. Mai kisi bhi mard ke saath kahin bhi sex karne ko tayaar rahne lagi.
Ye sab tab hua jab meri shaadi huye abhi mushkil se chhah maheene hi huye the. Achanak ek project haath me aya. Inaam itna attractive tha ki mai na nahi kar payee.
Andhra Pradesh ke Ghane jungle wale ilake me Varun Shukla ko ek naxalite ke chief Thangarajan ke bare me coverage karne bheja tha. Thangarajan ki tooti poore ilake me bolti thi. Wo wahan ka betaaj badshaah tha. Uske naam se wahan ki police bhi kanpti thi.
Varun hamare akhbar ka ek honhar journalist tha. Warangal ke paas jangalon me ghoomte huye abhi kuchh hi din huye the ki achanak uska apharan ho gaya aur uske baad uski lash hi police ko mili. Ye hamare malik ke liye ek tamacha tha. Unhon ne mujhe varun ka adhoora kaam dete huye kaha,
“Kavita Varun ne jo kam adhoora chhoda hai wo tumhe poora karna hai. Tum agar inkar karo to mujhe kisi doosre ko dhoondhna padega. Magar mujhe maloom hai tum kitni sahsi mahila ho. Kharche ki bilkul chinta mat karna. Magar Thangarajan ki tasveer aur uske bare me ek ek chhoti se chhoti cheej bahar ani chahiye. Tum manogi nahi police use pichhle dus saalo se dhoondh rahi hai magar aaj tak uski koi tasveer kisi ko nahi mili. Koi nahi janta wo dikhne me kaisa hai?”
To be contd.....
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